i hate it when my “friends” just dismiss something i’m really passionate about like “oh you’re talking about that again” like shut up don’t ruin this for me do you know how many times i’ve pretended to care or even genuinely tried to get interested in what you like????? the least you could do is fake it rather than making me feel like a burden
Hey everyone. I would like to ask that you pray for my family. This morning a member of my family took his life. He had been battling many demons recently. I’m thankful that he is free from pain but it’s been very difficult on my family. If you would please pray for them that would be greatly appreciated. Thank you so much.
Lately I have been having a really hard time coping with my depression. I cry a lot and I spend a lot of time being angry at people for no reason. I’ve spent a lot of time wondering about all of the decisions I’ve made recently and wondering if they were right or can be made right.
What I do know right now is that I give myself the chance to actually feel thing when I am with Warren and I can tell him when I’m angry and when I’m hurt and when I just want to revert back to my old ways. He doesn’t always understand, and no one ever will, but he is better than most.
I know that Melanie can always make me feel loved when I am hard to love and she will listen.
I know that J gets it.
I know that Carrie loves me even though I don’t believe it half the time.
I know that I’m depressed and while its not always an excuse, it’s good to know whats going on with me.
I know that i will be okay and get through it because by some miracle, I’ve conquered this beast before.
ahh, finally something that’s not negative or accusatory…
Dear my lovely friends,
A resounding “Thank You” to every single one of you. As a friend of mine, you know that I come and I go. Whether it be losing touch with one of you for a while after a while or going to therapy regularly or even just keeping up with my text messages, you all know that Im shitty. And somehow, you all don’t give up on me.
I hope you know that I cherish every single one of those whom I call friend. You keep me on my toes and everyone has a special place in my heart.
Special thanks to Jordyn and Melanie for always being honest, to Carrie for always being my number one fan. To Catie for keeping me sane. To both Carolines for being so passionate. To Jacque for never leaving me. To Nathan for truly being the most forgiving soul. To Cody and Joel, for being my friends even if we only see each other a handful of times throughout a year. To Warren, for pushing me to pursue the Lord in every circumstance. And to the many many many more that I call “friend” for just being such a pleasure to know.