i hate it when my “friends” just dismiss something i’m really passionate about like “oh you’re talking about that again” like shut up don’t ruin this for me do you know how many times i’ve pretended to care or even genuinely tried to get interested in what you like????? the least you could do is fake it rather than making me feel like a burden
Hey everyone. I would like to ask that you pray for my family. This morning a member of my family took his life. He had been battling many demons recently. I’m thankful that he is free from pain but it’s been very difficult on my family. If you would please pray for them that would be greatly appreciated. Thank you so much.
Lately I have been having a really hard time coping with my depression. I cry a lot and I spend a lot of time being angry at people for no reason. I’ve spent a lot of time wondering about all of the decisions I’ve made recently and wondering if they were right or can be made right.
What I do know right now is that I give myself the chance to actually feel thing when I am with Warren and I can tell him when I’m angry and when I’m hurt and when I just want to revert back to my old ways. He doesn’t always understand, and no one ever will, but he is better than most.
I know that Melanie can always make me feel loved when I am hard to love and she will listen.
I know that J gets it.
I know that Carrie loves me even though I don’t believe it half the time.
I know that I’m depressed and while its not always an excuse, it’s good to know whats going on with me.
I know that i will be okay and get through it because by some miracle, I’ve conquered this beast before.